Some people need help, some need to be forgiven... Others need to go jail. One could argue that some just need to forgive themselves, because, come to think of it, no one should really be that harsh on himself!
But she didn't need help nor forgiveness, she knew that she didn’t deserve to go to jail or punish herself, she only needed time and a bit of freedom together as one solid unit. She wanted to draw that unknown beautiful story of a lifetime which she, bitterly, failed to do on her own for she only got the time bit, and he got the freedom. So she needed him!
She got the time to realize that happiness is the mere repetition of our daily life. She got the time to free all the enchained stories from her past, time to see him as a normal human being and to catch that spark in his eyes that promised her heaven, a new era, and freedom. She got time to understand his words and comprehend his unusual mind!
Unfortunately, though, she didn't give him time to realize that she’s not taking his freedom away, that she’s not gonna draw that story of a lifetime alone, that she’s gonna be with him, inside the soul of each idea that crosses his mind those ideas that tend to quickly fade away.
It is her fault that she didn't give him time to realize that she’s the most Norma-Crazy person he will ever meet, she didn't tell him that all the things she once considered obstacles or rules were not supposed to be his too... Because he is simply, FREE!
Yet the most important question would be: was she guilty of him not knowing that he is free like a bird, since ages? that he is secure and can take decisions? not knowing that she is the key to anything he wants?
She feels sorry for all the discontent, disrespect and the lack of trust.... It is very sad to watch him silently deviating away from his beautiful self, to watch him sink back in that cold, dark cave where he freezes that urge of change inside of him! All of this made him look like a complete stranger to her.
All the reasons that made her defense savage, made the affair more lucid…
“P.S. I will let go, just as you wanted!”
