I do. But then I guess everybody does. It doesn't concern me at all because of the fact that I can utterly accept human beings (including myself) as both undemanding and difficult individuals. So I realize that one day I am going to understand things, the obvious and obscure and then there are going to be the days that I don't understand the simplest things.
Lately, I've been thinking of how important it is to be able to make a clear conscious decision! Instead of choosing what to do, is it so bad to choose to go through with both of the options presented to you (especially if both options require the same momentum). Sure you'd be splitting your time and resources and could possibly encounter two contradicted results but if you work hard at both you could possibly end up with two good results.
Is it not worth the time to try to do two things that are both possible to do instead of completely eliminating one thing that you may really want?
Some people may say that this is self-indulgence and that you should just stick to one thing to ensure victory. However, if we look at artists, very rarely do artists ever stick completely to one form of art and this is a definite plus. It allows them to express themselves in a variety of ways. It allows them to be free and open with their emotions and to show their hidden beauty. They rarely ever make the decision to be one dimensional or two dimensional when it comes to expressing their desires. Instead they combine a variety of their choices and take hold of their passions and display passion.
Maybe I'm just being weird.
