Friday, July 18, 2008

Asia!!



...They say that the shortest distance between two points is a line, imagine this line is a string, with both of them; she pictures that string, always connecting them.


...Here’s where things get confusing, sometimes when they are very close, it’s almost as if that string connecting them is tangled, snarled, and even wrapped around other people, other things.

Then she feels close to him, but confused, tangled up, inside her feelings for him, and all the extra love spilling around him, involving everyone around them.


Now let’s say there is more space between them, and then the line is straight, and tensed, but so far away, what to do?

Even when she writes to him, she pictures herself and pictures him, pictures his response, which makes her nervous, and unsure, still she doesn’t trust his ability to maintain the same tension, under different kinds of pressure, but she loves him.


The other point is no more there, and neither the line nor the string, and the tension goes back to infinity, though she knows that, it doesn’t bother her or trap her, in fact it makes her feel better, and wants to sleep, but when she wakes up, she’ll be more careful.

how funny the Drama of physics can be:)

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Ma



I have kept my faith,
though faith was tried,
to that rock-born, rock wandering foot,
and the world's altered since you died,
and i am in no good repute
with the loud host before the sea,
that think sword-strokes were
better meant than lover's music- let that be,
so that the wandering foot's content
let me just rest a while with you, rumple my head into your chest, feel your fingers tangled up in my hair, until finally i fall asleep, and this ache in my jaw and fog in my head fade away for a moment of clean breathing and peaceful dreams.


there is something to be said on basic human kindness, in any shape or form, but only you, kept deep in my memory, without me being able to describe you!! or to forget your last words

" she had died, the one that ,only, for her sake i was protecting you"

to stop looking for something, i will never have..
for how am i fallen from myself,
for a long time now,
i have not seen the prince of change in my dreams!! ...
coz In dreams begins responsibility
it was Monday and now it's Wednesday ...
days are changing and life goes on...
god bless your soul Ma and i will move on...

Thursday, July 3, 2008

A Moment


the yellow sun came near the rose of yellow , to smell its breath..
Quite Rose ..
near and near ..
was it the rose that started to breathe or the yellow burning sun that came so near..
suddenly the rose of yellow started to move.. closer and closer
was it a desire for intimacy
or an act of kindness !!!
the yellow sun leaned over the rose of yellow and kissed its eyes...
the rose of yellow with its lazy eyes twitched and opened..
and with the spell frozen on its lips...
ran away...
the confused yellow sun started to pray
for that rose to be saved
from that burning kiss

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Youth


the Blessing by Youth Voice

well, today i learned a new word , in fact, it's a new hidden enemy that i must be aware of..
Waithood , which equals to a wasted youth ...

there is always enough time to learn ; said by a wise friend